My Life's Design

“Relationships are seriously at risk of extinction because conversations are through text, arguments are over the phone, feelings have become online subliminal messages, Sex became easy, “Love” became Lust, insecurities have become our way of thinking, getting jealous have become a habit, trust is nowhere to be found, cheating has become an extra curricular activity, leaving became the only option, and being hurt has become natural…”
— Anonymous….. Unknown (lol)
just thinking

….. waiting for someone to use the key to my heart……..

does that exist anymore?

“The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.”
Coming In From The Club

Me: Thats what you had on?

Him: Yes, what's wrong with this?

Me: You are in violation of code!! Big time buddy!

Him: What are you talking about, go back to sleep!

Me: Violation! Violation!

Him: (Huffs and puffs)

Me: So if you went out and purchased a dress for me, and I wore it out with my friends first, you wouldn't be at all mad?....... Oh I guess you wouldn't know because you've never bought me anything like that. (Turns over)

Him: silence

Here We GOOOOOO!!!

Ok God! I did it.  I’ve turned in my notice. You have the wheel.  Thank you for providing guidance.  Now God, I ask that you keep me focused,  knowledgeable, and aware.  Lead me to greatness.  Remove fear and resentment, for I want to live in the place that You desire me to be in.   I love you……. AMEN. 

HOPE & FAITH…….
Next Up! (Taken with instagram)

HOPE & FAITH…….

Next Up! (Taken with instagram)

Thought of the day

Im breaking down!… Starting to think that my thoughts of it being wrong are right…

I found my skirt! Happy!  (Taken with instagram)

I found my skirt! Happy! (Taken with instagram)

Should I leave it white?  (Taken with instagram)

Should I leave it white? (Taken with instagram)

Weekend Project Before (Taken with instagram)

Weekend Project Before (Taken with instagram)

“So if he weren’t just a cute sperm donor, would he really be considered for marriage”
— ME
Yummy!  (Taken with instagram)

Yummy! (Taken with instagram)

I love this!  (Taken with instagram)

I love this! (Taken with instagram)

A Drunken BDAY

Ok so I have an issue…….  I really don’t understand why people desire to choose the goal of “getting f**ked up” on their birthdays (or any other random Fri/Sat). Maybe I don’t understand because I consider myself to have a natural high.  Alcohol makes me one of three ways… sleepy, silly, or horny.  All of which occur naturally as well. I just don’t see the point of making one of your friends babysit you, having a hangover the next day, and not being able to perform your model walk successfully.  Some people don’t even TRY to have a good time without submitting to substance.  Oh well…. Ill just continue to do me with the hopes that I am not one of these people. Its my party and I cry (get high) if I want to.  That is all……..